RE-ENTER THE WORLD BETWEEN ~ A LONG AGO FORGOTTEN MEMORY WITHIN A GRAND JOURNEY ENTERPRISE RELEASE COLLECTIVE GATHERING OF "BRING ME TO LIFE" SOULS

ANOTHER SIDE - ANOTHER STORYBOOK TALE OF TALES
THUS SEEN IN THE NEW DAWNING OF THE DEAD CRYING OUT
FOR DIVINE RETRIBUTION & VENGEANCE OUT FROM THE GRAVE:

When he opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of those who had been slain because of the word of God and the testimony they had maintained. They called out in a loud voice, "How long, Sovereign Lord, holy and true, until you judge the inhabitants of the earth and avenge our blood?" Then each of them was given a white robe, and they were told to wait a little longer, until the number of their fellow servants and brothers who were to be killed as they had been was completed.

THUS ONCE AGAIN...
OUT FROM THE GRAVE OF SILENCE...

You unlock this door with the key of imagination.
Beyond it is another dimension. A dimension of sound.
A dimension of sight. A dimension of mind.
You're moving into a land of both shadow and substance
of things and ideas. You've just crossed over into...
The Twilight Zone.

For You Have Now Finally Re-connected Into
Sweet Lady Liberty's PassionSword Arena Of
Independent Centrist Green Gladiators & Their
Grand Journey Enterprise Re-Release MatriX VorteX
Paradigm Shift Returning Out From The UnderGround-XTHUS ORIGINS ~ A STORYBOOK TALE OF TALES
IS GIVEN FORTH IN TIME HONORED FAITH
& IN LOVING MEMORY TO OUR DEAR FRIENDS
(who they murdered in cold blood)

DANNY CASOLARO
DOUG HOPKINS
FRANK WHITE
BRANDON LEE
ANGRY BEAR NIETO
KEN TRENTADUE
CRAIG TOOHY
KIRK VANDERBUR
JOSE TRIAS
TSUNAO SAITOH
BENITO QUE

~ LOOKS LIKE THEY TOOK MY FRIENDS ~
AND TO ALL THE OTHERS THAT THEY HAVE MURDERED
(May they all finally R.I.P)
But they shall do so only after
the full cup of Vengeance is drunk dry.ENTER NOW WITHIN THE OCTOPUS'S
GARDEN MATRIX-VORTEX IN THE SHADE OF SILENCE

So...Remember This... If I Some How Wind Up
Mysteriously Dead Soon Believe In This...
They Murdered Me, Just As In A Like Way
& For The Same Reasons They Murdered THEM
Within The Octopus's Garden Matrix In..
"THE SHADE OF SILENCE"

Thus For Many Of "US"...
"The threat is still there and persists
on a seemingly permanent basis."

For our Life is bounded by Two Silences
The Silence of Stars and That of Graves.

Thus It Truly Comes Down to "Us & Them".
"US" being we Investigative Researchers
Who investigate "the Octopus" from Outside,
And "THEM" being those on the inside of the
"OCTOPUS" who really hate "US" to death.
(~ Danny Casolaro ~ )

Spoken to me while having coffee together
while looking over documents & talking about
"US AND THEM" & "THE OCTOPUS" )Again As We Were Taking our Leave together,
He stopped and paused as we were getting into
our cars and looking me dead in the eye,
he said this to me...

Always Remember This My dear friend,
They are Not Of "US" & Really
Want Nothing to Do with "US".
For They Are Only For Themselves & Those
With "THEM" And Theirs. As For Those With
"Them"...They Are Those Who will Follow Their
sworn Satan's master orders Even Unto Their Own Deaths.
Even If That Means Killing You Or Me, They Care Not.
(~ Danny Casolaro ~)

We also have Danny Casolaro's final warning to his brother:
~ "If anything happens to me, don't believe it was accidental." ~

Thus...In Memoriam To
My Dear Friend Joseph "Danny" Casolaro
A Helpful Mentor & A Close Friend
Joseph Daniel Casolaro
(June 16, 1947 -- August 10, 1991)
was a poet, freelance journalist & investigative researcher.

"While the death of Journalist Danny Casolaro was given some initial notice by the mass media, that media ignored the context in which his mysterious death -- murder -- occurred. Casolaro was investigating what are possibly interconnected scandals -- the October Surprise, the Inslaw case, the 'private' security firm Wackenhut, BCCI, organized crime and the Pentagon's procurement process (still today) -- none of which has been seriously examined by the national media."

That the mass media did not take this apparent murder more seriously is one more indication that this nation's press corps has abandoned its role as the public watchdog...The story was forgotten, as is the case with many controversial stories. The public needs to know that reporters have been killed because of their work.

"The Octopus" Secret Government and the Death of Danny Casolaro and The PROMIS Software

How long we have awaited to avenge our blood!

IN MEMORIUM TO DANNY CASOLARO (english)
by Arena of Vengeance 7:32pm Fri Aug 3 '01
http://www.indymedia.org/front.php3?article_id=56969

Ready Now To Go Forward &
@ "Casolaro Connect" The # "Danny Dots"...
( That's what we have dubbed It The
"Danny Casolaro Connect The Dots"...&...

Thus Unto the "Casolaro Connect"
All The Destined "Danny Dots"...For...

There is a fifth dimension, beyond that
which is known to man. It is the middle ground
between light and shadow, between science and
superstition, and it lies between the pit of
man's fears and the summit of his knowledge.
This is the dimension of imagination. It is
an area which we call the Twilight Zone.Into the Twilight

Out-worn heart, in a time out-worn,
Come clear of the nets of wrong and right;
Laugh, heart, again in the grey twilight;
Sigh, heart, again in the dew of the morn.
Your mother Eire is always young,
Dew ever shining and twilight grey;
Though hope fall from you and love decay,
Burning in fires of a slanderous tongue.
Come, heart, where hill is heaped upon hill:
For there the mystical brotherhood
Of sun and moon and hollow and wood
And river and stream work out their will;
And God stands winding His lonely horn,
And time and the world are ever in flight;
And love is less kind than the grey twilight,
And hope is less dear than the dew of the morn.
William Butler Yeats 1902

So why don't you now just stand up and scream
for there are things that you just don't know~!

YET EVEN AFTER ALL THIS THERE IS STILL
A PART OF ME THAT THINKS IT'S STILL...Thus Always But Remember That Each & Every...

"PassionsWord Holds A PassionSword
Deep Within An Impassioned Heart
At Peace With Passion's Promise!"
~ Gladiator Zero ~

Passions are the gales of life.
~ Alexander Pope ~

Live with passion!
~ Anthony Robbins ~

Passion is the trigger of success.
~ Source Unknown ~We must act out passion before we can feel it.
~ Jean-Paul Sartre ~

Passion is in all great searches and
is necessary to all creative endeavors.
~ Eugene W. Smith ~

Whenever I get to a low point, I go back to the basics.
I ask myself, "Why am I doing this?" It comes down to passion.
~ Lyn St. James ~

ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS US VS. THEM
GET IT...GOT IT...GOOD...NOW DIG IT...
US AND THEM
http://passionsword.blogspot.com/2007/12/us-them-game-is-still-afoot-as-next-on.htmlESPECIALLY ALL THOSE IN HIGH PLACES
WHO ARE DIGGING THEIR OWN EVIL GRAVES...

Thus Vengeance "Out From The Grave" forever will be ours!!
For "The Shadow" knows... as you now exit the reality of
a far off dream remembrance & thus once again...

MAY SWEET LADY LIBERTY'S DIVINE
FREEDOM'S FORCE BE WITH YOU ALL!!

WHILE STILL "STAYING ALIVE"Signed Gladly Sadly and Tragically
At The Divine PassionSword Blades Edge
We Bitter-Sweet Over Bitter Gladiators
Of The Society Of The Sacred PassionsWord

@The Centrist Arena of Gladiators 1979-2009, are
# Of the Society Of The Sacred Sword, a wholly-owned
subsidiary of $ Grand Journey Enterprise Release LTD
a privately-held, Investigative Research Source
of Internet Conspiracy Theory%.

Fade Now To *Twilight Zone* Black Within
"The Darkness" Of Murder Inc. & Liquidate LLC.
ONCE AGAIN DEDICATED TO MY DEAR FRIEND
& TRUSTED MENTOR ~ DANNY CASOLARO

~THE BEAST'S BRING ME TO LIFE STORYBOOK TALE TO BEAUTY ~ Just thinking of all the empty miles and the years that I've spent looking for your eyes

BRING ME TO LIFE ~ EVANESCENCE

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up) Wake me up inside
(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up) Before I come undone
(Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up) Wake me up inside
(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up) Before I come undone
(Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch, without your love
Darling, only you are the life among the dead

(All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me)
I've been sleeping a thousand years, it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
(Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul)
Don't let me die here (There must be something more)
Bring me to life

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up) Wake me up inside
(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up) Before I come undone
(Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life NOW "COME & SEE" & THUS RE-AWAKEN...
TO THE FATED JOURNEY & THE DIVINE DREAM
THAT AWAITS US ONE AND ALL

& THUS REALIZE...
THE MENTAL SPIRITUAL & EMOTIONAL DIMENSIONS
Within That Earthly Reality Of Life & Death

TO SWEET BEAUTY & THE DIVINE PROMISE GIVEN ~
UNTIL THE END OF TIME ~ I'LL FLY WITH YOU

SO IT'S TIME ONCE MORE TO...
BRING ME TO LIFE ONCE MORE &

GAZE WITHIN THE MAGIC MIRROR OF REFLECTED
TRUTH AT THE DIVINE TRUTH THAT LIES WITHIN& THUS BUT ALSO SEE THE REFLECTION FROM WITHOUT...
By finding in each & every moment something special
within each and every wonder-filled adventure which
brings with them, many sacred shared learning
experiences & thus perhaps a more pro-active
participation in life's wonders & beauty.

Thus...
Measure, proportion & light are not understood to be
simply inherent characteristics, but are meant to have
a divine effect upon the soul and the mind.

The soul before entering into life contemplates
Being; the soul cannot behold Truth or the Good, but
it can behold Beauty, and it remembers the vision when
it sees individual beauty in this life. In this conception
of remembrance is the root of the Platonic idea of
ascent from sensuous beauty (beauty appearing in
color, sound, and form) to inward and intellectual
beauty, and thence to the ultimate vision.

THE BEAST & THE FAR AWAY BEAUTY ~
I LIVE TO LOVE YOU SOMEDAY, YOU'LL BE MY BABY
AND WE'LL FLY AWAY AND I'LL FLY WITH YOU

WITHIN THAT MAGIC MOMENT SO FATED TO BE...If only, had thee only, so but caught my eye and perhaps just then within that
deep shining crystal ball of chance, perhaps will blossom that sweet magic moment
so destined by divine lady luck, & that which was but thus somehow so fated to be...

Considerately good, Beauty doth chose,
The emblem of herself,--a lovely ROSE.

PURE BEAUTY IN HER DIVINE ESSENCE & EXISTENTIAL BEING
IS ALSO FOUND IN A LOVELY ROSE ~ THUS SEEN & KNOWN AS
THE FLOWER OF PURE LOVE ~

~ THE STORY OF THE ROSE & BEAUTY & THE BEAST ~

One day while lost in a divine daydream...
Sweet Beauty found herself in a mysterious courtyard
surrounded by a lovely rose garden.
Smitten with all the surrounding beauty, Sweet Beauty
decided to pluck one lovely rose for herself.Then all of a sudden a horrid growling voice
totally enraged & in full fury was heard.

Shame on you Sweet Beauty for plucking one of
my most blessed & sacred possessions, that which
is so dearest to my heart. For this you shall
remain here with me forever!

Dedicated To That Far Away Aiean Beauty &
Our Fabulous Forever Fated "Brief Encounter"

& The Very Thought Of "Eternal Love" Hath
Caught My Eye With The Divine Wonder Of You...Thus The Beast Spoke Forth To Beauty
"Come & See for thyself dear Beauty, within "The Magic Mirror"
& THUS GAZE WITHIN AT THE VIRTUE AND POWER OF RAW TRUTH
For See, The Magic Mirror never lies & so forever holds
thy divine beauty within it's mirrored reflection...

Whilest I, as you can but see am a Beast!
So why doth thou seeth thyself to be such, Beauty so replied?Then the Beast turned & looked into
The Rear-view Magic Mirror & spoke forth.
For sadly isn't it but not so...

MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL

Oh Mirror, Mirror On The Wall
Tell The Tale To One And All
Let It Be Known Far And Wide
That Truth Be Cast From Deep InsideThen All Shall Come To Gaze And See
The Reflection Of Truth That None Can Flee
Forever Held In A Magical Tale Of Tales...
Within A Divine Hope That Never Fails
And Thus The Dream Shall Come To Pass
In A StoryBook Tale That Reflects In Glass

So to understand how mirrors work, let's first describe
the interaction of light. Light consists of electromagnetic waves,
which induce some oscillation of electrons in any substance
hit by the light. In an insulator such as glass, the electrons
are firmly bound and can only oscillate around their normal position.
This movement influences the propagation of light so that its
wave velocity is reduced, while there is only a small loss of energy.

Thus a mirror is *designed* to simulate the sense
impressions of things that really aren't "there".
Notice that mirrors are among the few objects on which
we almost never focus our eyes.
We don't look AT mirrors, we look IN mirrors, with our
focal lengths adjusted into the fictitious space on the "other side".
The Mirror Image of a Mirror ImageHall Of Mirrors ~ Palace of Versailles France

The mirror-image of a mirror image is a regular image.
For when you see a reflection that surprisingly is a
regular image this is usually caused by the fact that
you are looking at the reflection of a reflection,
or the reflection of an image seen from the other side

The Living Force, thought to be in most living beings,
is what "makes you sensitive to other living things, makes
you intuitive, & allows you to read other people's minds, ect."

And so see their own mirrored reflective force
"Within An Eternal Everlasting Gaze" upon Beauty's
Divine presence of being...

Then the Beast stated to Beauty that he could not
recover his natural form unless a maiden should,
of her own accord, declare that she truly loved him.Thus to see the truth within & the truth without
Is to finally find "Beauty's" light of love no doubt

So now all the words have been spoken
to say the least states 'The Beast'
And sadly now i can't even but die
& take my eternal rest in peace.

For sweet "Beauty" shall never again
return to gaze upon me and but see
What all others see so well & doth flee
The sorrowfully horrid ugliness of me.

Enter Now Within A Time Tunnel
Of Light & Beauty To ForeverThus...
Beauty's relationship to Being is expressed in terms
of light and of making it appear, making it visible.
Beauty is light in that it manifests Being. Measure,
proportion, light are not understood to be simply
inherent characteristics, but are meant to have an
effect upon the soul and the mind.

The soul before entering into life contemplates
Being; the soul cannot behold Truth or the Good, but
it can behold Beauty, and it remembers the vision when
it sees individual beauty in this life. In this conception
of remembrance is the root of the Platonic idea of
ascent from sensuous beauty (beauty appearing in
color, sound, and form) to inward and intellectual
beauty, and thence to the ultimate vision, that
divine magic moment forever until the end of time.

Thus the logical, rational, and metaphysical components
of the idea of beauty, as well as the corresponding
notions of formal relationships, proportion, objectivity
(adequatio rei), of perfection, goodness, truth, of variety
and unity, all of which are intellectually perceived,
are gradually replaced by beauty's direct appeal to our
sentiments, affections, and passions.

The subjective experience of "beauty" often involves the interpretation of some entity as being in balance and harmony with nature, which may lead to feelings of attraction and emotional well-being. "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" is a common phrase that expresses this concept.

So always remember dear Beauty that...
There is always found profound beauty in PURE TRUTH &
"Time is no obstacle in the search for truth"
Pure by The Lightning Seeds
-----------------------------
night time slows, raindrops splash rainbows
perhaps someone you know, could sparkle and shine
as daydreams slide to colour from shadow
picture the moonglow, that dazzles my eyes
and i love you

just lying smiling in the dark
shooting stars around your heart
dreams come bouncing in your head
pure and simple everytime
now you're crying in your sleep
i wish you'd never learnt to weep
don't sell the dreams you should be keeping
pure and simple everytimedreams of sights, of sleigh rides in seasons
where feelings not reasons, can make you decide
as leaves pour down, splash autumn on gardens
as colder nights harden, their moonlit delights
and i love you

just lying smiling in the dark
shooting stars around your heart
dreams come bouncing in your head
pure and simple everytime
now you're crying in your sleep
i wish you'd never learnt to weep
don't sell the dreams you should be keeping
pure and simple everytimelook at me with starry eyes
push me up to starry skies
there's stardust in my head
pure and simple everytime
fresh and deep as oceans new
shiver at the sight of you
i'll sing a softer tune
pure and simple over you

if love's the truth then look no lies
and let me swim around your eyes
i've found a place i'll never leave
shut my mouth and just believe
love is the truth i realize
not a stream of pretty lies
to use us up and waste our timelying smiling in the dark
shooting stars around your heart
dreams come bouncing in your head
pure and simple everytime
now you're crying in your sleep
i wish you'd never learnt to weep
don't sell the dreams you should be keeping
pure and simple everytime

look at me with starry eyes
push me up to starry skies
there's stardust in my head
pure and simple everytime
fresh and deep as oceans new
shiver at the sight of you
i'll sing a softer tune
pure and simple over you
pure and simple just for youThus...
In a profound sense, beauty may engender a salient experience
of positive reflection about the meaning of one's own existence.

So since “beauty is in the eye of the beholder,”
here you not only see the reflection of the beauty of
light but also the true beauty of the person who reflected it.

BEAUTY & THE BEAST ~ ORIGINS FOUND IN A
EVER CONTINUING STORYBOOK TALE OF TALESThe Beast was a handsome prince who lost his father at a young age, and whose mother had to wage war to defend what was left of her kingdom. The Prince informs Belle that long ago a fairy turned him into a hideous beast after The queen left him in care of an evil fairy, who tried to seduce him when he became a young man; when he refused, she transformed him into a beast. Only by finding true love, despite his ugliness, can he break the curse.

But Belle becomes homesick and tells the Beast that she wants
to go to see her family. He agrees to it, only if she promises
that someday she will return to him. Belle agrees to this and
sets off for home with an enchanted mirror, which the Beast
insists she take with her so that she can always look back.When Belle returns back home after promising the Beast
that she would surely return to him, she explains the
divine transformation she seems to have gone through
also while with the Beast (“A Change In Me”).
But over time she changes her mind & in doing so thus
greatly angers the Beast who feels slighted & deceived.

While the wicked witch back at home grows ever more jealous
of Belle's wishes for a happy life with the Beast far away.
She wanted even more to stop Beauty's ability to transform
the Beast to his original form through Beauty's divine love
for the Beast and his undying adoration for Beauty.So it was thus her wicked evil wish to conspire to keep Beauty
past her promised deadline, in the hopes that the Beast will
then grow angry with Belle for breaking her promise to him
and thus will then track Beauty down & will eat her alive.
all the while also trying to "kill the beast," by thus
convincing all that he is terribly dangerous.

Thus by scaring Belle over the Beast's true intent
the wicked witch hoped that it would keep Beauty
far away from the Beast, & in thus doing so deprive
both of them of true love & the divine transformation
that surely comes with it.

But still i want you to but know...
that i love how you love me soThen Belle begins to feel guilty about breaking her promise
to the Beast and uses the magic mirror to return to him
back at the castle. But when Belle returns to the Beast's late,
she is horrified to discover that the Beast is lying half-dead of
heartbreak near the rose bushes. She by finally returning to him
& thus sadly finding him dying in his rose garden of a broken heart,
then becomes terribly heart-broken herself.

Belle then weeps over him, saying that she loves him so;
when her tears strike him, he is transformed into a handsome prince.
Just then the last petal falls from the rose thus breaking the spell
just in the nick of time...Thus Beauty spoke, "i truly LOVE thee so,
And then the transformation began to flow.

For...
BEAUTY had scarce pronounc'd the word,
When magic sounds of sweet accord,
The music of celestial spheres,
As if from seraph harps she hears!
Amaz'd she stood,--new wonders grew;
For BEAST now vanish'd from her view;And, lo! a PRINCE, with every grace
Of figure, fashion, feature, face,
In whom all charms of Nature meet,
Was kneeling at fair BEAUTY's feet.
"But where is BEAST?" still BEAUTY cried:
"Behold him here," the PRINCE replied.

Belle doesn't recognize him at first,
but soon looks into his eyes and knows her true love...
THE DIVINE ESSENCE OF BEAUTY &
THE HORRID EXISTENCE OF THE BEAST

Beauty and the Beast is one of the more famous fairy tales. Odd thinking perhaps, considering it contains an enchanted prince, invisible servants, and various other magical elements. Although the urban opening is unusual in fairy tales, as is the social class of the characters, neither royal nor peasants. It may reflect the social changes occurring at the time of its first writing. A common motif, often found in such tales, is that the transformation was accomplished by a thwarted supernatural lover -- nereid, fairy, elf, or troll; & the victim must live in that form until finding another love, even more beautiful as the thwarted lover.

Beauty and the Beast also shows us how true hopes & dreams
as well as true love can be thwarted by outside forces but
in the end can be overcome and realized when the divine light
of true conscience being & enlightenment shines truly forth from
within the true noble nature of divine truth, thus forever held
in the magic mirror of reflected truth at the truth that forever
lies within each and every soul.Shown also is how ill perceived external forces, requirements,
responsibilities ect. can ultimately try and hinder the inner
fulfillment towards higher levels of consciousness and being
concomitant to the selves inner divine need to find truth & love
in the divine knowledge of inner commitment to self & well being.

Nature often holds up a mirror so we can see
more clearly the ongoing processes of growth,
renewal, and transformation in our lives. ~ Mary Ann Brussat

Another aspect of the story to consider is the Magic Mirror &
The Magic Moment of divine truth & love found in the divine
awakening of self within the inner being of well being and
enlightenment. For the magic mirror is not only found in
the actual physical representation of a mirror, which the Beast
gives Beauty to take with her when she returns home, but in
the divine reflection of truth itself held forever in that
magic moment in time & space of awakening and enlightenment
thus found with the inner realization of true self.Also consider this, though: Beauty and the Beast is one of the few fairy tales where the main characters actually get to know each other before falling in love. Unlike Cinderella, who falls in love in an evening, or Sleeping Beauty, who falls in love with a kiss, Beauty spends weeks, possibly months in contact with the Beast before falling in love with him.

THE DIVINE ESSENCE OF PURE BEAUTY IN HER TRUEST FORM
ETERNALLY SEEN IN THE EYES OF A TRULY SWEET & LOVELY
FAR AWAY BEAUTY...

Thus not only the time spent & the time spent awaiting but also the great distance alluded to in the story show us the determination and persistence that true love will travel in order to find its true purpose and ultimate destination...mile after happy mile. So we see that true love will search everywhere and seek out time after time again to finally find its true place of being...to the moon if necessary, as the old expression is told. In addition, the message given by the story, besides that main staple that true love will prevail, is that of true beauty is within. Admirable, and rare, it seems these days.

THE HORRID EXISTENCE OF THE CURSED BEASTFOREVER HELD IN AN UP CLOSE & VERY PERSONAL
KICK ASS VENGEANCE FILLED RAGING D.C. BEAST ABOVE

The Beast represents like many figures throughout history
a tragic figure who has been wronged and in a sense must somehow
overcome and /or right the unjust wrong done to not only himself
but many others sadly like himself. Thus until that wrong is righted
The Beast will remain angry, resentful, bitter & untrusting
sorrowful, vengeful & defensive.

The Beast is also a great and striking example of
how outside forces can effect the inner and outer being in an
terribly evil way, thus depriving those of true self & well being.Jackson Browne - The Late Show (Late For The Sky, 1974)

Everyone I've ever known has wished me well
Anyway that's how it seems, its hard to tell
Maybe people only ask you how you're doing
cause that's easier than letting on how little they could care
But when you know that you've got a real friend somewhere
Suddenly all the others are so much easier to bear

Now to see things clear its hard enough I know
While you're waiting for reality to show
Without dreaming of the perfect love
And holding it so far above
That if you stumbled onto someone real, you'd never know
(you'd never know)

You could be with somebody who is lonely too
(sometimes it doesn't show)
He might be trying to get across to you
(words can be so slow)

When your own emptiness is all that's getting through
There comes a point when you're not sure why you're still talking
I passed that point long ago
(long ago)Now I'm so tired of all this circling
And all these glimpses of the end
(you know its useless to pretend)
That's all the voices say:
You'll go right on circling
Until you've found some kind of friend

i saw you through the laughter and the noise
You were talking with the soldiers and the boys
While they scuffled for your weary smiles
I thought of all the empty miles
And the years that I've spent looking for your eyes
(looking for your eyes)And now I'm sitting here wondering what to say
(that you might recognize)
Afraid that all these words might scare you away
(and break through the disguise)
No one ever talks about their feelings anyway
Without dressing them in dreams and laughter
I guess its just too painful otherwise

Look--
Its like you're standing in the window
Of a house nobody lives in
And I'm sitting in a car across the way
(let's just say)
Its an early model Chevrolet
(let's just say)
Its a warm and windy day
You go and pack your sorrow
The trash man comes tomorrow
Leave it at the curb and we'll just roll awayA FINAL NOTE TO REMEMBER...
*REMEMBER THUS UNTO THYSELF BE TRUE
& realize that you are responsible for
your own thoughts, words and deeds.
& So conceive the best in others
& give nothing less in return.
& thus honor your own "truth"
& respect it surely from others...

Thus...
Graceful Beauty is eternally seen in;
The divine being taking essential form.
The subtle substance of a passing shadow.
And a bright blue sky abash in sunlight.THE JOURNEY & THE DREAM IN A STORYBOOK TALE OF TALES
Thus...
Mirror,Mirror On The Wall
Who's The Most Foolish Of Them All
If The Truth Reflects In Glass
The Merry Truth Must Then Be Cast
Mirror,Mirror On The Wall
Tell Of The King Of Fools To All
Raise A Toast, Lift A Glass
For The Merry Truth Will Then Be Cast

So i'm still awaiting thee to "Come & See"
The Journey that awaits us to be realized
The Dream that awaits us to be awakened &
The StoryBook "Tale Of Tales" that still
solemnly & silently awaits to be written.

So ready yet my love to just roll away?
Unto Forever...Till The End Of Time...
Or are you still waiting for reality to show
And still dreaming of the perfect love
And still holding it so far above
That if you stumbled onto someone real,
you'd never know...

Thus dedicated to all those empty miles & the
30+ still circling years (1976-79 to 2006-09)
that I've spent looking for your eyes.

Now I'm so tired of all this circling
And all these glimpses of the end... Cara Mia why must we say goodbye?
Each time we part my heart wants to die
Darling hear my prayer
Cara Mia fair
I'll be your love till the end of time...

THE DIVINE EYES OF LOVING BEAUTY
& THE BITTER EYES OF THE BEAST
***************************************************************
Unto More Of Sweet Life Doth Beauty Know
& Unto A Bitter Death Doth The Beast Now Go...
Lonely & Sorrowfully Heart Broken...He Dreams
Only Of Finally Seeing Once Again...

The Lovely Eyes Of Divine Beauty Seen Above & Unto
That Magic Moment The Beast Longs To Feel Once More

For Is It The Vengeful Eyes Of The Beast That
Sweet Beauty Doth So Fear & So Stays Far Away

To my love far far away...i remain here awaiting your...
Divine Beauty Shining Through The Tunnel Of Light & Love

THUS DIVINE BEAUTY IS FOREVER SEEN AS A REFLECTION
OF LIGHT & LOVE IN THE MANIFEST BEING OF AN EARTH ANGELEnter Now Within A Time Tunnel Of Light & Beauty To Forever
Thus...Beauty's relationship to Being is expressed in terms
of light and of making it appear, making it visible.
Beauty is light in that it manifests Being.

BEING WITHIN THE LIVING FORCE & THE UNIFYING FORCE
The Living Force, thought to be in most living beings,
is what "makes you sensitive to other living things,
makes you intuitive, and allows you to read other people's minds, et cetera".

The Unifying Force is the other side of the Living Force;
it is the "greater, Cosmic Force" that "has to do with destiny".
Focusing on the larger view of the future universe and fulfilling destiny.

Beauty represents...
pure illuminating light & divine peace & love

The Beast represents unmitigated truth & the
courageous force of knowledge & reason.

Unto The Divine Doorway Of Light & Knowledge
And thus when they finally meet & come together...
The Living & Unifying Forces shall but overcome all
The Darkness & Dis-unifying Forces, no matter
how long it takes, no matter how many miles must
be traveled & no matter how much energy must be spent.

But remember this along your journey...

First you need to know thyself & then
feel each others divine essences of being ~
each as a unique sentient being & then
together with love & passion, carpe diem.

THUS STILL AWAITING YOUR DIVINE KISS & IN
THAT BLESSED MAGIC MOMENT UNTIL THE END OF TIME
WHEN FINALLY...I'LL FLY WITH YOUSO CANT YOU BUT NOT BY NOW MY DEAR LOVELY BEAUTY
SEE & FEEL MY ETERNAL PROFOUND LOVE FOR ONLY YOU

Thus until once more i can but see
your lovely "Sweet Nothings" sunny eyes
While only darkness continues to reach out
& so covers any sunshine of my skies

But if by chance you still might want to hear
Some more "sweet nothings" whispered in your lovely ear
I'll be awaiting you here & surely i'll return "Out From The Grave"
Just to be forevermore your darling "sweet nothings" slave.So ready yet to leave your sunny front porch
To "Come & See" once more my dark back torch...
& write together our "Sweet Nothings" StoryBook Tale Of Tales?

No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE...
and my choice is to be with you...now awaiting you.

Thus Until Then I Walk Alone Along
A Silent Lonely Road Nowhere Bound

Sadly within my own 'Fountain Of Sorrow'
& If Thee Shall Not Return My Fair Beauty
Thus Forevermore...You Shall Ultimately Be
The Very Last & Final Beauty To But Ever Again Break This
Beast's Heart Once More... So Good-bye My Love
Still Awaiting You Forever ~ Until The End Of Time ~

Though it now seems tragically just another promise
broken within a saddened dying dream, spoke forth the beast.
So thus it seems that i still must remain as i am...
And thus for now it seems it shall but be as it is so.

I will now thus say that i still await thee...Dear Sweet Beauty
Signed Forever Yours...THE BEAST

THE BEAST ~ KING NOTHING ~ GLADIATOR ZERO

"It is not the critic who counts, not the man who
points out how the strong man stumbled,
or where the doer of deeds could have done better.
The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena;
whose face is marred by the dust and sweat & blood;
who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again;
who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions and spends
himself in a worthy course; who at the best, knows in the end the
triumph of high achievement, and who, at worst, if he fails, at
least fails while daring greatly; so that his place shall never be
with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory or defeat."
THEODORE ROOSEVELT Paris Sorbonne,1910

THOUGH FOR NOW MY HEART IS BROKEN & DYING WITHOUT YOU
BUT KNOW ALWAYS MY BEAUTY THAT I WILL LOVE YOU
FOREVER UNTIL THE END OF TIME...SO ETERNALLY YOURS...
FROM YOUR SAD & SORROWFUL, BITTER & VENGEFUL BEAST~ Forever seen in a rear view mirrored reflection
of all the empty miles & the years that I've
spent looking for your eyes ~

GETTING YOU TO "GET IT"...GET IT GOT IT GOOD FROM THE WHITE HOUSE TO THE HOOD...THE BIGGER QUESTION HERE IS..ARE ALL YOU ALL REALLY GETTING IT BY NOW!

REMEMBER OUR NATIONS SOUL OUT WEIGHS & IS MUCH MORE
IMPORTANT THAN OUR NATIONS NATIONAL SECURITY...
FOR WHEN YOU COMPROMISE & SELL YOUR NATIONS SOUL
DOWN THE RIVER FOR ILL GOTTEN GAINS MADE WITHIN
A SYSTEMATICALLY EVIL CONTROL FACTOR DESIGN & THAT
WAS THUS SINISTERLY FOUNDED UPON FRAUD, CORRUPTION,
LYING, BACK-STABBING, PECULATION AND MURDER THEN
IN THE END THERE IS NO NATIONAL SECURITY EITHER...
~ Gladiator Zero ~

We live in times crying out for divine transformation
but sadly are living under false premises, outdated precepts,
principled in deceit and lies. But it has served well the
few imperialistic elitist who have governed over the world's
peoples for thousands of years now. so if true change must
occur than the peoples of the world must first change
their subservient outdated thinking and behaviorism.


Get It Yet, Your The Expendable One
(Within The Ultimate Truth in a Divine Message of Death) R.I.PFEAR NOT. But listen! And understand! The Terminator is out there.It can't be bargained with!It can't be reasoned with! It doesn't feel pity, or remorse, or fear. And it absolutely will not stop, ever, until you are dead!

Expendable Politics Out from The Grave.

But Death Has Always Had & Will Have His Just Due...
Just A Matter Of Time... ( Tick - Tock Tick - Tock)
So Once Again...Fade now into the Passionsword Arena's
Divine Sway to "Sanctuary" in the Ancient Catacombs
of Redemption...

Thus Out from the Graves Once Again*&
Back Into The Arena of Futura's Metropolis where...

Again "I will dance the dance of murderers before you!"

In a Time and Space Continuum Vortex in God's Minds EyeS@ Inner-OUter Matrix... Warning all our Posts are Coded! Wisdom comes through suffering. Trouble, with its memories of pain, Drips in our hearts as we try to sleep, So men against their will Learn to practice moderation.

Favours come to us from god.(Aeschylus)
De profundis clamavi ad te Domine
(From the depths, I cried to you, Lord!)

GETTING YOU TO "GET IT"...GET IT GOT IT GOOD
Murder Inc. & Liquidate LLC
Get It Yet, Your The Expendable One.
Thus In Time May You Finally RIP
(Within The Ultimate Truth in a
Divine Message of Death) Enter ~ The Beginning Knock At The Door

There Was a knock at my door the other day.
"Open up the graves of your heart & enter
within for peace abounds",I said.

Then My friend came in all nervous & worried.
"What's the matter"? I asked. "You look frantic
& worried. But fret not, it's time to find
the inner peace from within, there Dude".

How can I find Peace right now,
for You Just don't seem to "GET IT" yet~
Get What There dude i asked?They plan on killing you"! he yelled.
"To them your very "Expendable" right now",
he stated matter of factly thus calming himself
with the reassurance that the message he sought
to avoid was now out and he could take assurance
that he did his duty. GET IT HE SAID!

For They Told Me To Tell You That I Better
"GET YOU TO GET IT"

I began to laugh, hoot & holler at The Good News.
"What Fantastically Great News" You have Brought Me.
I continued chuckling, for I already knew that,
I'm so glad finally now it's you who realizes it
& "TRULY GETS IT". Now That They have gotten To You
To Get It To Me and Get me To Get It...GET IT...He Stared at me in amazement looking around as If
searching for somewhere to hide or at least
something to say, but he seemed awestruck & just
stood there looking at me. Then he spoke up,
Get what?

"Look, please let me tell ya something here", i began.
First off it's you and many others like you who are
"Expendable" to these characters here, not me, "GET IT" .

I don't understand what your saying, he feigned.

I quickly then grabbed him by his shirt & snatched him right off his feet,and hit his head upon the ceiling."Ready Now To Die" i shouted laughing."No Please Stop" he shouted, you must be mad in the head, let me down!"To these evil minions everybody to them is "Expendable. 'GET IT".

So you would dare to bring a fake Death Message from Evil Satanistic Worshippers knowingly into a Death Devotional Place, How dare you be so foolish" throwing him upon the sofa.'Your lucky to be still alive", i told him.Get It...

Thus every breath you take & ever step you take from this moment on is on me & intertwined with Death. You thus will never be the same again ever for when you walk out of here this time if you do, from This moment on you are finally divinely aware of what i've been trying to get through to you & others for years on end now. Time's Up... "GET IT YET".

"For now you are thus Divinely transformed Forever out from your own ignorance & darkness that You have made for yourself from within and remember this there's a big difference between an evil satanistic worshippers message of murder and a true death devotional Message of divine transformation.For the first is an evil satanistic worshippers message of murder & their sick evil threats of killing you.

While the The other, the true death Devotional Message is sent out as a sacred message of divine transformation to return back thus unto the innocence & purity Of Life, it's never a threat unlike the other,but a message of hope that a divine transformation is & will occur and to be ready for it, by steadying & readying Thyself. GET IT

To put it simply, one is thus an evil satanistic threat of murder, doom & destruction while the other is a death devotional warning about transformation, hope & eternal life."Finally after all this time i have spent trying to get through to you about me & Them, Maybe now i have finally gotten through to You, So thus you may now understand deeper into the well of divine knowledge & transform yourself to the ultimate truth that lies within us all. I do understand it's a hard step to take but we all must take it someday, that's true reality like it or not, for some sooner than others. "GET IT"?

But Remember this, all must someday take that divine transformational step forward into the future.I'm not sure if i truly understand what your talking about or trying to Get at, or even the reasons why to all of this, he stated matter of factly, while still struggling to pull himself & his composure together."Yes you do, you know exactly what I'm talking about", i bellowed. But before, you & so many others like you, all feigned ignorance to it all for you just didn't "WANT TO" understand or really "GET IT". I leaned forward right in his face, eye to eye & stated TIME'S UP... "GET IT NOW".

But i still am not sure as to Why this all has to take place like this, he said.So why are you so mad at me? And why did they choose me to deliver their evil message of murder to you?

You really want to know Why...I bellowed...Mad, yes I'm mad all right, Mad as Hell as well as mad as a march Hare,Your right, I guess I'm both Mad & Mad...And even but madder than you think or will ever know. for to endlessly waste my breath on certain of God's creation has been but a big waste of precious time, trying to get through to you all,for they seem to not want to "GET IT".Mad no, I'm not mad for really I'm Loving every minute of This, for isn't This an exciting divine moment of transformation that i finally get to go through with you... Heaven knows that they did me & especially you a great favor, you should be honored that they put such great stock in you to choose you as the one to deliver their evil message to me.You should be pumped up & ecstatic that your heart mind & soul mean that much to them that they would choose you to deliver it to me over all others knowing That you would then go through a divine transformation with me, either way, whether you lived through it or not.They knew and i knew that you would be the one to do it, that's why I've been expecting you to be the one for a long time now,I've just been waiting on them now for some time, isn't it so strange but true. For I'm always Flying Far far away From Here anyway... "GET IT YET"As For the why in it all... i will tell You now why! Why, because i understood why a long time ago, its you & others who just didn't want To "GET IT", then or even now.Why because, firstly it upsets your perfect sense of well being that you have enjoyed and your feigned bogus reality that everything is just fine & dandy & that it will somehow work itself out &everything will be All right In The End, right, this way the real reality of the matter wouldn't upset yourselves within your own well versed tidy PERCEIVED SENSE OF DENIAL.GET IT!

For That would perhaps risk disturbing your & their daily dainty dose of much sought after fake staus quo reality & a feigned false sense of security.So Wake the heck up & smell The coffee a brewing, for them Your the Expendable One here, not me, For the message you now come to me with is not for my consumption at all but for your consumption..."GET IT YET" Now! They know only too well that I'm already dead, a living walking breathing Skeleton Of Death & they know that in threatening Me It is Like threatening death himself.It's Laughable, To Me & To The Angel Of Divine Transformations (Azrael) which They Call Death. "GETTING IT NOW"?

ENTER WITHIN A DIVINE RE_AWAKENINGTheir Death Threats Mean Little Too Me, I've been threatened all My Life with Them.They Know i Can not be gotten too in this evil manner with their death threats.My own Sisyphus father made damn well sure of that long ago when i was just a little boy.for He gave me unto death so long ago, baptizing me & dunking me unto death, So i would forever taste Death first & foremost over all their evil threats.Strangely sad but true, because of his situation at the time, he did us both a big favor,or a big error depending on how you look at it all.But that's neither here not there in the time now that breaths forth long after that divine day of death, for Thus each step of the way after that divine moment in time in space has guided me & dictated what i was then & each step since that day, see I am as my father put it too me then, forever now "A walking Dead Man" who shall fear no evil ever.Thus this has been my appointed mission & quest...even If...I'll remain forever the masked One hidden Behind A Single Lonely Tear. "GETTING IT NOW"So thus I've walked In Death As a walking dead man For so Long & so far Now Since that "Day Of Death' as my Father put it on that day, that Death has, is & will forever be a whole ingrained integral part of my being & essence eternally.So after That Day i never thought i would still be here today. For since that day I've Walked in Death's boots far & wide, as you well know, an endless wanderer & traveler through both Time & Space in step with death's divine transformational call. For How can you threaten Death with Death, that's laughable. Thats why you can never be like them...Your Too Good &
evil like that & them is truly monstrous...GETTING IT YET?

So for me their evil messages have always been just a sacred silly twist of the tongue. It's truly a stupid thing for them to do,giving a so called death threat or a death message to death.how utterly laughable. For It will only mean their Deaths are coming closer along their own Life's event Horizon ending & their running damn scared of it. For No-one can fight with Death & But survive.He stops at nothing in his quest & mission. Thus each soul has their own quests & missions to perform in their divine search for knowledge & awareness.Thus part of your destined quest & fated Mission was to bring this message from them today so you thus have preformed your divine mission for today, you should feel good about it, it's been truly transforming for you, No?but your sacred quest is now just beginning. For in the end It's all about the Quest... & Life is a quest for knowledge and understanding, brought forth by the magical synchroni-cities we create.GET IT YET!

Thus...Souls exist in many realms, eternally in life & in Death. He silently nodded as i continued.Listen, That message From Them to Give to Me through you was a self inflicted message from within themselves more for themselves to fathom even more than it was even for you to consume, GET IT YET!!! It was given strictly to you for Your own consumption to understand and Perceive into...Get IT YET NOW!!!For You Of all people Know Me, & have been told many times before that I walked away into the divine distance of Time & Space a long Time Ago,far far Away From Their Status Quo sight and their sordid real world of stolid inequity, thus i have remained In deaths divine kingdom all this time while you all where running around right in their sights, doing your status quo seeking & working right under Their Boot.For They surely Know that they can boot you all around whenever they want too & you all as slaves- dinks-dweebs-stooges-lackeys and the like have to take it, endure it and put up with it, sadly just to be able to survive in their reality & in their world that was created by them for them & of Them. GETTING IT NOW?

This was their Manipulation test For You & They knew It...
Oh They Get It & Got It good centuries ago but still will continue on playing it that way in the here & now also...
But Now They've bitten Off more than They can chew
& are choking slowly to Death on their own bad seeds
that they have sown everywhere, all around them,
sadly for all.

And now they are so afraid & sacred that the good Lord
will send out a death message for them that they even
would challenge death.So they in their evil insanity
& demented mania then try and threaten death with death,
how utterly laughable & a fatal mistake.

For time's Up, & Death comes for them full tilt now.
SEEING THE DIVINE LIGHT & "GETTING IT YET"!! Remember even though you walk through the valley
of the shadow of death fear no evil...

As for me i have been walking in the
shadow of the valley of death for...
so long now i have but become one with
the shadow of death, strangely sad but true.

He looked at me & Smiled & looked at him
and smiled back. Then I said to him,
" I can see in your eyes & in your smile
that you are no longer afraid or even but
a little bit scared or even but worried
anymore are you? I see that you do Get It Good~

That's good, for now there's no reason to be
anymore now that you have looked death straight
in the eye & but lived, for now is not your time
but it's a great transformational experience,
isn't it. STILL GETTING IT?

To Be One with Death & still Live On in Peace
& On A mission Quest For Peace Eternally.
But more than that you have finally realized
that The divine angel Of Transformation Is a Friend.

Not the ill perceived enemy that others have tried
to portray him as being,only the evil ones fear death
to the good he is but a friend...Even Jesus knew that...

Death wasn't the enemy but evil & sin Are!!
!For the true enemy lies & lives From within
& from without and it's that which is evil &
fearful & sinfull from within that's the most
detrimental to each & every Soul.

For it's not transformation & death that we should
be afraid of it's not transforming that is what we
should be afraid of the most, it's living in ignorance,
fear, evil & sin. Those things which we should be
aware of & all be trying to transform & change away from,
and by not doing so the real enemy thus lies more from
within than the evil enemies of sin & ignorance from without.
GETTING IT BY NOW?Thus those who tried to scare you & who work hard at trying to scare others with their evil satanistic threats of murder .are a vehicle in which true transformation may occur and live & breath within & without in.GET IT!

For In a Strange way they have done Us both
an indispensable favor. It's all in the way
you look at it.

Strange but true but the fact is most humans
are more afraid of what lies within & in
transforming themselves from within away from
evil & sin than they are of the evil Satanistic
Messages of Murder doom & destruction from without,
sad but true. Are You still with me & truly "GETTING IT YET".

Remember Death's Scythe's Blade is
a Reaper's Blade Of Peace.
For There's Peace found in death,
and through death one finds peace.

For Peace is the ultimate mission
in a death devotee's Quest for peace...
For one day all shall RIP (REST IN PEACE).

He looked right into my eyes & said "I Got It",
now the question I have is how many others will "GET IT".

It doesn't matter, for that's the beauty
of God's gift to us all, the freedom of choice.
Thus it's all about freedom of choice,
for they can either choose to "GET IT"
in life or finally "GET IT" in death.

Either way in the end they will all have to "GET IT",
one way or another, they will "Get IT".

They just in their evil don't want to "GET IT"
for it's all "EXPENDABLE" to them.So now you
can go back now & tell them, he got it, that you
now truly "GET IT" and that they are the ones who
now like it or not will "GET IT, GOT IT, GOOD"!!!

"Gottcha" he said now laughing.
From this day forward each
"Get It Got It Good Step Forward
I Will Make From Death's door-step.

I looked back smiling at him smiling
at the doorway As he was leaving...
I said,Glad that you now "GET IT".
& May Peace Always Be With You, Dude!
In Life & in Death...Hey and I'm Always Here
At death's door For ya If You Need Me, You know that~

Thanks man, keep on "Resting In Peace"...
he said as he closed the door behind him.Then My Mind Drifted Further away To A day...
Far Far Away...& The Love Given Forth Remains There
Awaiting Forever…Held Within An
"Awaiting Hourglass Reflection" Of Moments
In Time & Space That Once Where, In a Time When...

A Storybook Tale Of Tales Forever Be Told ...
And Thus Once Again Like Always "PEACE" Be with you
So Be Seeing Ya All Once Again In the Next Life-Time
In One Grand "GET IT" Given "Round About Gand"
Arena OF Time & Space _ Life & Death Or Another!
& Still Their Knocking On Death's Door Forever.

Thus May The Force Of Peace
Awaiting Be With You Always

Signed Gladly Sadly and Tragically
At the PassionSwords Blades Edge
We BitterSweet Over Bitter Gladiators
Of the Society of the Sacred PassionsWord@